I didn't take notice of the weather. Wasn't one of the students to complain about being stuck in class when all I wanted to do was take advantage of the beauty outside. I was getting out of class. Actually, three classes to be exact. There's even documentation on my transcript. Three whopping W's where an A would have preferably resided.
I had no choice. It was two weeks since the last time I attended class. There was no way I was going to be able to catch up. I secretly admit I should have listened when I was told by four different people, don't you think five classes is a little much? You should really think about reconsidering. Seriously, it's me I'm talking about. I just saw that as an attack at my capability to succeed. Bring it on, I thought to myself when I signed up for classes in the fall.
With two classes left, I hung my head as I exited Maine Hall heading to my white Chevy. At this point I was angry. More at myself than anything else. I had been proved wrong. Defeated by my own thick-headedness. My phone began to buzz and I hit "ignore" when her name popped up. Sitting in the car tears scraped down my face. No I would rather not gossip about OUR close friend while she's in critical condition at the hospital. More anger surfaced.
I can't recall what took place the moment I shut my phone off and drove away to the time I walked through the front door. That is...except for a streak of gray & orange under tire one then immediately tire number two. A darting of colors into the woods. A squealing of tires too late.
A beautiful day for most, was a not so beautiful day for me.
You know what you're doing here: mixing three or four disparate elements in a way that allows us to see the secret connections that make them not disparate after all. And creating a metaphor or 'objective correlative'--the cat standing in for the other losses.
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